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kl-Xm-]-amtWm Ah³? tlbv AÃ. ]dy-s¸-Sm-sX, BtLm-jn-¡-s¸-Sm-sXt]mb h\y-amb kvt\l-¯nsâ Xpcp-¯m-W-h³. C¶pw B AÛpX Zo]n Ah³ kzbw DcpIn Xocp-I-bm-sW¶v ]d-ªm icnbmIptam.? CÃm-bn-cn-¡mw. Hcp ]s£ AXm-bn-cn¡mw Ahsâ Bkzm-Z-\-¯nsâ Pohn-X-s]m-cpÄ. F´p-sIm-­m-bn-cn¡mw Ah³ kZm ]p©ncnXqIp-¶-Xv.? Nncn-bpsS ]cym-b-am-W-h³.

]{X-{]-hÀ¯-I-\m-bn-cp¶p. Ct¸m-gpw A§-s\-btÃ?

]¨-Ip-cp-¡nsâ \ndw a§p-¶Xv Ah\v thZ-\-bm-Wv. Nne-t¸mÄ Ak-l-\o-bhpw. Du«n-bpsS \\p¯ XWp-¸n-em-bmepw Pohn-Xs¯ ]¨]pÂNm-Sn-bm¡n. {]Ir-Xn-bpsS Xmfhn\ym-k-t¯bpw Bem-]-\-t¯bpw Ipdn¨v \nc-´cw Fgp-Xn. teJ-\-§Ä, hmÀ¯IÄ. ktlm-Z-c³ Ata-cn-¡-bn-te¡v D]-cn-]-T-\-¯n\v ]d-¶-t¸mgpw Ah³ Xsâ \mSn\v {]W-bn¨p \n¶p., ]pWÀ¶p\n-¶p.

c­p kap-Zm-b-¯nepw km¼-¯n-I-Øn-Xn-bn-epapÅ AÑ-\pw A½bpw \nc-´cw Ie-ln-¨p. AhÀ¡n-S-bn Ft¸mgpw Ah³ Hcp ]cn-k-am-]vXn-bpsS shfn-¨-ambn \n¶p I¯n. Nne-t¸mÄ Ah-cXv Xncn-¨-dn-ªp. Nne-t¸mÄ Adn-bm-sX-bpw.

Fw.-_n.-F.bv¡v ]Tn-¡p-t¼mÄ Hcp s]¬Ip«n Ahs\ {]W-bn-¨p. A¶v Ah\v {]W-b-¯nsâ kpKÔw Adn-bn-Ãm-bn-cp-¶p. Ipd¨v Ignªv {lkz-amb Hcp tImgvkn\v \K-c-¯n-te¡v t]mbn Xncn¨p h¶-t¸mÄ Ah-\-h-sf-tXSn Ae-ªp. Is­-¯m-\m-bn-Ã.

Hcp ]{X-k-t½-f-\-¯n\v Ah³ Hcp s]¬Ip-«nsb I­p. tlm«-ensâ t]mÀ«n-tIm-bn FIm-In-bmbn Ccn-¡p¶p AhÄ. Ah-fpsS au\w hmNm-e-am-bn., Ahs\ s]mXn-ªp. Ah³ t]cp ]d-ªp. AhÄ taÂhn-emkw \ÂIn. hnemkw hmbn-¨-t¸mÄ Ah-s\m¶v In\n-ªp. Pohn-X-¯nepw AhÄ GIm-In-bm-bn-cp-¶p. Ah³ AhÄ¡v I¯p-I-sf-gp-Xn. tIm¬shân-te-¡v. AhnsS ]e-t¸mgpw Ah-s\-¯n. BtLm-j-§Ä¡v Biw-k-IÄ t\À¶p. AhÄ Ah\v {]Wbw \nd¨ hcn-I-sf-gp-Xn. D¶X IpSpw-_-¯n P\n¨ AhÄ¡v Ipsd kz¯p-­m-bn-cp-¶p. A]-I-S-¯n acn¨ AÑ\pw A½bv¡pw CS-bn AhÄ¡v {]mbw ]{´-­v. ]s£ Bsc-s¡tbm X\n-¡p-s­¶v AhÄ tamln-¨p. Aѳ kzcp-¡q-«nb `qan Ahsf A\m-Y-am-¡n. Ipd¨p hfÀ¶-t¸mÄ Ah-fpsS tNmZy-§Ä¡v adp-]-Sn-bmbn Ahsf Nne-cpsS ap¼n-te¡v Fdn-ªp-sIm-Sp-¯p. AhÀ Ahsf {hW-s¸-Sp-¯n. HSp-hn Cd-§n-tbm-Sn. tIm¬shânse saâ Bip-]-{Xn-bn F¯n.

FÃm-a-dn-ªn«pw AhÄ¡m-{i-b-am-I-W-sa¶v Ah\p tXm¶n. Ccp-{[p-h-§-fn-ep-apÅ AÑ\pw A½bpw At¸mÄ H¶mbn. AhÀ¡n-Sbnse¶pw I¯nb hnf¡v Fcnªp I¯n. HSp-hn Ah\pw tdmUn-te-¡v. dPn-ÌÀ Hm^o-knse tcJ-bn Ah\pw Ahfpw hnhm-ln-XÀ. Ahsf Zqsc-sb-dnª _Ô-§Ä ho­pw Ahs\ Xtem-Sn. \À¯-In-bmb AhÄ¡v {]apJ tÌPv tjm tImþ-HmÀUn-t\-ä-dpsS hntZi tjmbpw ]W-hp-ambncp¶p ]mcn-tXm-jn-Iw. AhÄ hnXp-¼n. Ah-fpsS ssI ]nSn¨v Ah³ HmSn. ]I-bpsS I®p-IÄ Ah³ I­p. imco-cnI ]oV\w Adn-ªp. Ah-fpsS asämcp _Ôp-hnsâ ASp-t¯¡v. Ahn-sS-sbcp ss{Uh-sd-bm-bn-cp¶p AhÀ¡m-hiyw. t]mIm-\n-S-an-Ãm-¯-h-\mbn Ah³ Ipd¨p Znhkw Ìnb-dnw-Kn IY-I-sf-gp-Xn. AhÄ ho­pw at\m \ne XIÀ¶ Ah-Ø-bn-em-bn. \K-c-§-fn- \n¶pw \K-c-§-fn-te-¡pÅ ]em-b-\-§Ä. At¸m-sgÃmw Xsâ {]nb-Xa F¶v Ah³ Bizmkw sIm­p. Fh-tSbpw AhÄ {]iv\-§-fp-­m-¡n. kzØX \jvS-s¸« Ah\v Hcp tPmenbpw IrXy-ambn sN¿m-\m-bn-Ã. sat{Sm-bnse PohnX sNe-hp-IÄ¡mbn Ah³ sh´p-sIm-­n-cp-¶p. Hcn-¡Â t]mepw AhÄ Ahs\ {]W-bn-¨nÃ. Xtem-Sn-bn-Ã. A\p-h-Zn-¨p-an-Ã. Ah-fpsS at\m\ne-bn AhÄs¡mcp tPmenbpw sN¿m-\m-Ip-am-bn-cp-¶n-Ã. c­p-t]-cpw-IqSn ]e-t¸mgpw Ah-fpsS hnhmlw ¹m³ sNbvXp. ]ckyw \ÂIn. Btem-N-\-IÄ ]eXpw h¶p. AhÄ¡v kzoIm-cy-am-bn-cp-¶n-Ã. AhfpsS UnamâpIÄ sNdp-Xm-bn-cp-¶n-Ã. h¶ Btem-N-\-IÄ¡v ap¼n Ah³ Ah-fpsS Bcm-sW¶pw ]d-bp-sa¶v Btem-Nn-¨p. Un£W-dn-IÄ Xnc-ªp. kplr-¯p-¡sf kao-]n-¨p. Hcp hm¡pw Is­-¯m-\m-bn-Ã.

Ah³ amK-kn-\p-th­n ^nenw Ìmdp-Isf I­p. A`n-apJw sNbvXp. Ah-cpsS hÀWm-`-amb IY-I-sf-gp-Xn. kulr-Z-§-fpsS henb he-bp-­m-bn. A`n-t\-Xm-¡fpw kmt¦-XnI {]hÀ¯-Icpw Kmb-Icpw ]{X-{]-hÀ¯-Icpw.......... \nc-h[n B¬ s]¬ kplr-¯p-IÄ. ]ecpw Ahs\ {]W-b-¯n-te¡v £Wn-¨p ]e-co-Xn-I-fnÂ.

Ah-fpsS GIm-´X NqSp ]IÀ¶Xv ]e-t¸mgpw AbÂhm-kn-IÄ¡m-bn-cp-¶p. ]e-tcmSpw {]iv\-§-fp-­m-bn. amkw-tXm-dp-apÅ ^vfmäv amdepIÄ Hcn-¡Â ^vfmänsâ aq¶mw \ne-bn \n¶-hÄ NmSn. apdn-bnse Ahsâ Iw]yq-«dpw Umä-Ifpw I¯n-t¸m-bn. Ah³ Nncn-¨p-sIm­v kplr-¯p-¡-tfm-sSÃmw Ahs\ Bip-]-{Xn-bn-em-¡nb Imcyw ]d-ªp. NnInÕm ]Ww Is­-¯m-\m-Im-¯-t¸mgpw Ah³ Nncn-¨p. Nncn-bmWv Ahsâ kwkm-cw. ]ucpj hnIm-c-§sf Ah³ aqSn-sh-¨p. \nc-h[n ¢_p-Ifpw s]¬ kplr-¯p-¡-fp-ap-­m-bn«pw Ah³ X\n¨p Xs¶ \S-¶p. hnhm-ln-X-\m-bn«pw c£m-IÀ¯m-hn-s\-t¸mse AhÄ¡mbn Nncn-¨p-sIm­v Fcn-ªp. AhÄ¡mbn \nc-h[n kwL-«-\-§-fn AI-s¸-«p. AhÄ¡-h³ AÑ\pw A½-bp-am-bncp¶p. PohnX-¯nsâ B{i-b-hpw.

Ahsâ AÑ\pw A½bpw thÀ]n-cn-ªp. \m«n-se-¯nb Ah³ ho­pw BZy-ambn Xt¶mSv {]Wbw At]-£n¨ s]¬Ip-«nsb I­p. AhÄ GIm-In-bmbn Du«n-bpsS XWp-¸n Im¯n-cn-¡p-I-bm-bn-cp-¶p.

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Ah³- Hcp `qtKm-f-am-sW¶v Rm\dn-bp-¶p. C¶v A§-s\-b-ÃmsX Ahs\ HmÀ½n-¡m³ F\n-¡m-hn-Ã. Zpcq-l-X-bpsS Xd-hm-Smbn Aeª am{´n-I³, lrZ-bs¯ F¶pw ss\aÀÃy-t¯msS kq£n-¨-h³.

{Kma-¯nsâ a\-Ên Imew ambv¨p Ifª HmÀ½-bm-W-h³. ka-b-¯n Ae-ªn-Ãm-Xmbh³. {Kmaw F¶pw A§-s\-sbm-s¡-bmWv sNbvXn-«p-Å-Xv.

]d-bm³ Hcp Imc-Ww. ss{Sbn³ Zpc-´w. AXn Ah\pw, Ahsâ \o¡n-bn-cp-¸p-Ifpw CÃm-Xm-bn. Ah³ Hcp ]m]n-bm-bn-cp-¶pthm?

am¸Àln-¡m-¯-sXm¶pw Ah³ sNbvXn-söpw Fs¶-¦nepw Fsâ ap³]n sXfn-bp-sas¶\n-¡p-d-¸p-­m-bn-cp-¶p. Ah-\n-söpw hniz-kn-¡m-\m-hp-am-bn-cp-¶n-sÃ\n-¡v. hnjw s]bvXn-d-§nb a\-Êp-I-fmWv Ahs\ ]m]n-bm-¡n-b-Xv. Ah-cmWv Imcy-a-dn-bm-¯-h-sc-sIm­v Ahs\ IsÃ-dn-bn-¨-Xv. FÃmw Ah³ kln-¡-W-am-bn-cp-¶p. kvt\l-am-bn-cp-¶p Ahsâ ]cn-N. AXns\ BÀ¡pw tXm¸n-¡m-\m-bn-söpw Ah-\n¶v HmÀ½-s¸-Sp-¯p-¶p. shdpw HmÀ½-b-Ã. A\p-`-h-¯nsâ Xo£-W-X-I-fn Pzen¨p \n¡p¶ Ft´m- H-¶mWXv.

Ahsâ _m¸-bv¡-dn-bm-am-bn-cp¶p Ah³ t]mbn-«n-söv. kz´w CwKn-X-¯n-\-\p-k-cn¨v am{Xw aI³ Pohn-¨m aXn-sb¶v hmin-]n-Sn-¨-bmÄ¡p-t¸mepw Fsâ lrZbkwKo-X-ambn Ahsâ kvt\lw C{Xbpw Imew kq£n-¡m-\-sb-¦n asä-´v, asä-´m-Wv, BÀ¡mWv Ahs\ ImWm-Xn-cn-¡m-\m-hp-I.-kzo-I-cn-¡m-Xn-cn-¡m-\m-hpI?.

_m¸-bpsS Pohn-Xm-\p-`-h-am-bn-cp¶p ISp¯ in£-W-¯nepw Nn«-bnepw Ahs\ hfÀ¯m³ t{]cn-¸n-¨-Xv. \S¶p XoÀ¯ hgn-I-fnse el-cn-Ifpw D·m-Z-§fpw Ahs\ ]nSn-Iq-Sn-sa-¶-bmÄ Icp-Xn. IqS-]n-d-¸p-I-fpsS hni¸v Ah-tâ-Xp-Iq-Sn-bm-b-t¸mÄ AS-¨n-«-ap-dn-bnse ISp¯ kwKoX in£-W-¯n \n¶-h³ ]pd-¯p-Nm-Sn. tamjvSm-hm-bn, Hmt«m ss{Uh-dm-bn... Hcp e£yw am{Xw. _m¸-bpsS ZrjvSn-¡p-ap-¼n Nen-¡m-\m-hmsX hbdp Npcp-¡n-bn-cn-¡p¶ ktlm-Z-c-§Ä¡v hni¸S¡m³ Fs´-¦nepw.......-A-h-cpsS tKmtZm-bmbn Ah³.

A`n-am-\-¯nsâ BÄcq-]-amb _m¸-¡Xv AwKo-I-cn-¡m-\m-hm-¯, \oXo-I-cn-¡m-\m-hm¯ bmYmÀ°y-§-fm-bn-cp-¶p. IjvS-]m-Snsâ Xocp-h-bm-bn-cp-¶p Ahsâ kwKo-Xw. AXv _m¸-bpsS A¨-S¡ \S-]-Sn-I-fpsS \nb-X-amb Xmf-¯n-s\m¯pt]m-bn-Ã. Ah³ Ie-ln-¨p. Xsâ kvt\lw Xncn-¨-dn-b-s¸-Sm-\m-bn-cp-¶nà AXv. Xtâ-Xmb ]mX-bn- kvt\lw \ÂIm³ A\p-hm-Z-¯n-\p-th­n am{Xw.

temIw Xncn-ªp-a-dn-ª-t¸mÄ Ah³ Ahs\ Xncn-¨-dnª Kpcp-hns\ I­p. t_mws_-bpsS KÃn-I-fn H¶n \n¶-h³ At±-l-t¯m-sSm¸w t]mbn. _m¸sb Is­-¯n. Jcm-\-I-fn-eqsS Ibdn Hgp-In. kq^n aJv_-dp-I-fn-eqsS XoÀ°-S\w sNbvXp. ]mc-¼-cy-sshhn-[y-§-fpsS Xmf-§-fn Nen¨p. ]c-a-amb kXys¯ tXSn-bpÅ kq^n kwKo-X-t¯m-sSm¸w DZbw sNbvXp. kv^pSw sNbvXp sIm­n-cp-¶p.

Xs¶ Is­-¯nb Kpcp-hnsâ ]m]-s¸« tcmKn-Isf kwKoXw sIm­v ]pf-I-a-Wn-bn-¨p, ip{iq-jn-¨p. At¸m-sgÃmw Xsâ a\-Ên-s\, AXn IpSn-tb-dn-b-hsc Ah³ t\cn I­p. `mj-I-fn-ÃmsX kwkm-cn-¨p. kvt\l-¯nsâ CuSp-sh-¸p-IÄ ]pXp¡n ]Wn-Xp-sIm-­n-cn-¶p. Ah-cn-se-¯nb klm-b-§-sfm¶pw Fhn-sS-\n-¶m-sW¶v Ah-c-dn-ªn-Ã.

Ah³ temIw Adn-b-s¸-Sp-¶-h-\m-bn. AwKo-Im-c-§Ä tXSn h¶p. ]Ww Ah³ I­-tX-bn-Ã. AsXÃmw ]pdw t]m¡n \n¶pw ]ngp-sX-dn-b-s¸-Sm-hp¶ _m¸bv¡pw IpSpw-_-¯n\pw F¯n. AhÀ PohnXw ]pXp¡n ]Wn-Xp.

_m¸-bv¡-dn-bm-am-bn-cp¶p Ah³ Fhn-sStbmbps­¶v. HSp-hn sXcp-hnsâ Aew-tIm-e-Po-hnX¯n Btcmcpw CÃmsX acn¨p sIm­n-cp-¶-hÀ¡mbn hen-sbmcp BXp-cm-ebw FÃmw kmt¦-Xn-I-X-Ifpw Ahn-sS-bp-­v. {Kma¯nsâ ad¶ a\-Ên\pw HmÀ½-IÄ¡pw IpdpsI Ah³ Hgp-In. Xoc¯v kÀÆ-N-cm-N-c-§-tfmSpw kvt\lw samgn-ªp.

`oam-Im-c-amb Nmcn-ä-_nÄ Bip-]-{Xn-bpsS Câ³kohv sIbÀ bqWn-än\p ap¼n Ahsâ D½bpw ktlm-Z-c-§fpw. hni-en-]vX-amb Np­p-IÄ Ahs\ Ipä-hm-fn-bm-¡n-b-t¸mÄ AtXäp ]d-ª-hÀ ChÀ¡n-S-bn-ep-ap-­v. ]s£ A-h\v \µn-bpw, \µn-tISpw Adn-bn-Ãm-bn-cp-¶p. AXn-\-h³ sImXn-¡p-I-tbm, Im¯p \n¡p-Itbm sNbvXn-Ã.

lnµp-Øm\n kwKo-X-¯nsâ Bem]v ]mSnb, Ahs\ \nc-´cw iIm-cn¨ _m¸-bpsS Np­p-IÄ Ahsâ I®n hnXp-¼n. AhÀ Ime-§Ä¡v tijw Bip-]-{Xn-bn I­p-ap-«n. `qtKm-f-ambn Ah³ Id-§n-sb-¯n. `qan a\p-jy\v \ÂInb kvt\lw sISmsX kq£n¨p sIm­v.

Rm\n¶-hs\ ImWp-¶p. Ahs\mcp {]Xn-`-bmbnt]mb-Xn AÂ`p-X-ta-bn-Ã. ImcWw Pohn-X-amWtÃm kÀÆ-I-e-bpw. Fsâ Bß-an-{Xw.